Much To think about

So uh, hi. It’s been a while. About 2 months, actually. I don’t have an excuse for not updating this blog as much as I’d like to other than depression (Okay, that’s a pretty good excuse). I have really bad performance anxiety about anything I do so I end up doing nothing. And for some reason it’s a lot easier for me to have lengthy discussions on Twitter rather than using a more formal and appropriate setting like WordPress. On Twitter I can just type things up pretty quickly but making and maintaining a website requires work. But I’m still unemployed (haven’t been looking for a job either, because I can’t even bring myself to do that- I have NO motivation) and I can’t just do nothing forever. So here I am. I hope someone sees this. I’ll probably make a better post tomorrow.